Did it ever cross your mind the notion to quit school? At some point in your academic life, did you ever think about leaving the place?

If I were asked those questions, I'd definitely shout out a big, fat "YES!!!!!"
Why?... why not?

If your school sucked like mine, or tormented it's students like mine, or forced them to do an impossible amount of work without any benefit apart from grades and points; you'd definitely leave the moment you stepped onto it's premises.

But I didn't, even though i'm suffering at times some pretty unbearable pressure. You see, even though the system is rotten, the benefits you recieve aren't what you expected, and much of yourself is lost in books and researches, there's this "charm" that attracts you. For me, that is.

Don't get me wrong, you don't recieve the torture alone. You pretty much suffer with everybody else there. And I think that because you get to recieve the pain like everybody else, it kind of "binds" you to the place. Fun...

Group torture a.k.a group "work" is one of the things that makes staying in that hellhole worthwhile. Lots of times, you get to foster friendly relations with lots of people, and at some times you get to be really close with others. I think that being with people whom you share interests, hobbies, favorites, dislikes and other stuff makes the whole point of staying in the place worthwhile. harhar...

haha...what a joke...life i mean. At the lowest pit on the lowest level on earth you get to stay with people that share your pain. Sometimes I think, when I do think, life is just so...malabo...

oh..by the way...seven days before christmas...technically now would be christmas break ...
so why am I b*itchin about school?


wuhla luhng....